July 18, 2002

Meeting With Creative Artists

My Creative Arts time today was GREAT, everyone's heart was to love Jesus passionately, and put egos aside to affirm and build each other up. Dreaming both small and big dreams, but asking God to confirm or lead otherwise. Hearing the other Singaporeans pray for me gave me a better picture of how they esteem me and what my role should be with the group. I was blessed and I know that those who went were too.

Satan tried an attack today to get my head in an angry violated place before the prayer lunch. I went to the library (a cool quiet place) to do some studying before hand. Turned out it was also a pretty private place where a man decided I was a good victim to stare at while practicing a lewd act. Oh dear God. You love him TOO??? Just like the theft on the 4th, I'm asking God for the grace to just forget about it, and focus on all the sweet people he's blessing my life with lately.